Personal history is a bitch. They say you should live without regrets right? What if you regret your entire life? What are you meant to DO about that? How do you get past that? I don't have an answer to that. My mum seems to think I've got it, I know what I'm doing, and I have things pretty much figured out. I thought that too, but it turns out I really don't. I deserve nothing. I have earn nothing.